Let’s Be Honest. I Didn’t Feel Like Posting.
I promised to show everything—trades, wins, losses, mindset.
But last week, I didn’t post. You know why?
Because Week 1 hit my ego hard.
I didn’t feel successful.
I didn’t feel proud.
And that’s exactly how human psychology screws you.
When we win, we want to show it.
When we lose? We want to disappear.
But this journey isn’t about showing off.
This is war.
And war demands transparency.
So here I am—posting it anyway.
| Date | Stock | Result |
|---|---|---|
| 4-Aug-25 | Nelco Limited | -₹194.5 |
| 5-Aug-25 | TVS Motors | +₹158.4 |
| 7-Aug-25 | Mankind Pharma | -₹198 |
| 8-Aug-25 | Workhardt | -₹74.3 |
✅ Win: 1
❌ Losses: 3
📉 Week 1 Net P/L: -₹308.4
My confidence dipped. Even though I followed my setup, nothing felt “worth it.”
Week 2: Breakthrough. Not Big, But Clear.
Then came Week 2, and I forced myself to show up—again.
The results?
| Date | Stock | Result |
|---|---|---|
| 11-Aug-25 | Eternal | +₹184.15 |
| 12-Aug-25 | Minda UNO | -₹149.6 |
| 13-Aug-25 | Nazara Tech | -₹148.8 |
| 14-Aug-25 | Jindal Steel | +₹73.5 |
| 14-Aug-25 | JSW Steel | +₹86.4 |
✅ Wins: 3
❌ Losses: 2
📈 Week 2 Net P/L: +₹194.65
Momentum shifted. Not drastically, but directionally.
The setup worked 3 out of 5 times—with clarity.
Full 2-Week Summary
| Metric | Value |
|---|---|
| Total Trades | 9 |
| Wins | 4 |
| Losses | 5 |
| Net P/L | -₹262.75 |
| Win Rate | 44.4% |
What I Learnt (The Hard Way)
- Execution matters more than motivation.
I didn’t feel like showing up—but I did. And that saved me. - Your setup isn’t weak—your emotions are.
My setup started performing the moment I stopped expecting magic. - Accountability is painful—but powerful.
Posting this blog hurt more than the losses—but it made me stronger.
Next Week: No Excuses, Just Trades
I’ll continue to post:
- 📌 Daily trade logs
- 📊 Weekly P&L dashboard
- 🧠 Mindset reflections
- 📈 Setup performance
Even if I lose, even if I feel like crap—I’ll show up.
Because this isn’t for hype.
It’s not Instagram trading.
This is war.
And I’m still in the fucking jungle.
Let’s go.
– Nishant Tyagi

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